`` starry starry nite [#] `-
Thursday, August 31, 2006
gEez !` had Teachers' Day celebration today . Seriously , the concert just sucks `~ infact , the only thing i've enjoy when i`m in the hall was when i`m having lots of laughter and fun with Farhan , Zuhaily , Wei Jie and Mavis . Especially with Farhan !`
Went to the computer lab during Mother Tongue lesson . kinda fun . As i sat beside Derrick , then he suddenly asked if i like Chin Ming . so i asked if its those boyfriend type or what . Then i said if its those boyfriend type , i dont like him but if its friend , i do . (= so he said that time when they went to Chin Ming's house , they[Derrick , Shi Min , Pei Han , Shi Nan , etc] checked his handphone and saw most of his inbox contain my message except for 3 to 4 which belongs to Shi Min . so i said i thought Chin Ming liked *** *** ? Then Derrick say that that time they asked if he likes me then he say that my expectation is very high . lolx . kuku them `~ having lots of my message in his inbox means he like me ? -_-" *faint*
recess time , Dan Ying said that he said "hi" to her then Dan Ying said " hi " to him back then she said " Jolynn ! " and he laughed . lolx . had lots of laughter with Wei Jie and Mavis during recess time . gEez !` Then as i told Shi Min about the Chin Ming thing earlier on , while talking , she whispered to me saying " Pei Han like you " . -_-" While going to my class to line up , as i walked past Haiqal and all then Haiqal tripped me . cause me almsot fall . luckily i didn . then he was at there laughing . >.<
Went to the computer lab after recess to do some kuku work . its like using your name and form a few sentence . Then Pei Han was damn disgusting . he told me this . . .
P ornagraphy is my life
E veryday i think about sex
I will die if i do not have sex
H aving sex everyday
A and
N ever get sick of it
-__________________________-""""""""""""""""
stupid right ?!` lolx . After that , at about 11.40a.m , went to the hall . sat beside Farhan ! gEez !` Then beside Farhan was Zuhaily[he came after awhile] and Mavis . Infront of Farhan was Wei Jie . Simply had lots of fun . First performance was the so call " hip hop " dance . the song was Tokyo Drift . Then the group of us were only enjoying the song not the DANCERS of cause !` After they finished , i was clapping then suddenly i stopped and said " erm . why am i clapping ? " . lolx . Then After that was the dunno what performane . ai yah . throughout the whole so called "concert" am was having fun with Farhan and all . Then as Mavis were saying he liked Farhan's eyeleashers as they were very long . then i kept blinking to him . hahahaha . Then i remembered Farhan once said that his EYEBROWN was his EYELEASHER so i asked him again " which one is your EYELEASHER? " and guessed what ? he pointed to me his EYEBROWN . lolx . make me laughed like hell .The most hilarious part was during the 4th item if i`m not wrong . the song was dunno what . lol . Then Farhan and Zuhaily [ mostly Farhan ] were like shaking their neh neh . freaking funny . While shaking , Farhan said " yu huiiiii " . haha . i was laughing like hysterically can . kept laughing non-stop . laughed till tears came out of my eyes and my stomach hurt alot . lol . i think i laughed non-stop for 2 minutes ? Then Farhan was beside saying " eh . relax lah . your whole face red already " . lol . i simply cant . kept laughing and laughing . [ Even now while typing this , i`m actually laughing . ] Then later Farhan danced along with the music [ his two hands were infront of his chest and were moving ] then i said " its like you'r cleaning your breast " . lol . Then Farhan made a even more resemble action . again , i laughed like hell . lolx .Then theres on item the song being played was Britney Spears ; Opps I Did It Again . Then at first Mavis and I were singing then Farhan joined in then later on he said " why am i singing ? " . lolx .
As i was folding my $2 note into heart , then Farhan asked me to watch the performance and had forgotten and went to hit my left arm where the injection part was then i shouted . =x lolx . Then he was at there " i`m so sorry . sorry . i didn did it it on purpose . i swear ! " hahax . Then as the second last item was loads of people dancing , then Farhan said in a rymthem one " i saw those bunch of monkeys in the zoo . and they are now in Juying . " Then while folding my $2 heart , i continue for him by saying " and thats so cool " . lol . Then Farhan , Zuhaily , Mavis , Wei Jie and I laughed . lolx .Cause i was about to put my folded $2 into my wallet then Farhan noticed the pig hang on my wallet so he borrowed it from me and TORTURED it !` kept squeezing it and making funny pattern to the pig with Zuhaily . -_-" After that , he wanted to use his pen to destory my pig ! Then later on , he put it on the floor and pull it slowly its like as thought its walking then i gave him a -_-" look and he said " ok . i`m sick " . lolx .
Last item was a slide of all the teacher's photo in it and the song You Raise Me Up by Westlife was being played . So Nice !` Then Farhan said something funny . [i've forgotten ] At that point of time , my butt was damn pain can . sat on the floor for so long . Then Farhan said his legs were numb too then i said " but your bong ya bong ya not numb right . cause just now you do exercise " . lol . After the concert end , went back to class . as Farhan was day dreaming , then Wei Jie already stood up . so i tapped his lap to asked him to stand up then he was at there " huh ?! huh ?! huh ?!" while he blinked his eyes dare fast . lolx . so funny . Then both of us laughed .
was actually be given our report book but our results were all wrong so it will only be given back on Thursday [ holiday supplymentry ] . Then as Mrs So returned me my report book , she saw my book and asked me where i lived in the past as i was tranfered from Ai Tong and my report book was still Ai Tong . hehex . Then Mrs So say Ai Tong is one of the school she's considering of letting her son to study there . (= Then Ivan and all were damn kuku . was at there " Ai Tong very good leh . why you leave ? " Then i told them i know but they kept repeating . -.- Chin Ming was dare evil . he said that Ai Tong is a school with lots of nerds . >.<>Ai Tong . (= the uniform , lots of facilities , the size and beautifulness of the school . the choice of CCAs . the performance by the pupils . and many more ! its just 100000000000000000000000000000000000 timex far way better then this kuku school i`m studying in right now . booos `~
Saw Sebastian after school . saw Glenn and Zhi En too . While Sebastian was going home , infront him was a girl dressed in a weirdo manner with her hair tied with two pony tail then while walking behind her , Sebastian gave a weird looked on his face and stared at the girl . lol . his expression was super funny can `~ then i said " sebastian . dont give those stupid expression can ? " lol . then he laughed . oh ya . saw sebastian/sebastian saw me early in the morning , recess time and outside the computer lab . haha . kept laughing to each other when we saw each other . lolx .
oh ya , before i forgot , Dan Ying almost fell twice ! AHAHHAHAHAHAHHA . =x
Holidays are here ! YAY !` but got to return to school on Thursday & Friday from 8.00p.m to 2p.m for lesson . =(
Farhan , you'r damn lame . seriously . gEez !`
HAppy Teachers' Day ! especially to Mrs Sophia Ang , Mrs Zoey So & Miss Jasmine KAng . (=
- back by your side ? -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
10:54 PM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Seriously , my desire of going to England , America , Australia or London to study is getting deeper and deeper ! and i really wished i could go there SOON ! i really do . It will be best if its next year . This have been my hope/wish/dream since young . i swear !` so now , i`m trying to improve my English very hard so as to be able to speak fluent and English and have a caucasian accent in it when i`m at either countries i have mentioned . and i`m about to success as i got an A for my English Examination . (= From a B to an A . gEez !`
Wish me good luck yea ? Hope i`ll be able to go to England , USA ; United States America , Australia or London [ it would be perfect if its England ] to study soon . (=
[ ENGLAND / AMERICA / AUSTRALIA/ LONDON ] WAIT FOR ME ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
[x] i lovee y0u //*
6:02 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
my left arm is really painful right now ! - sigh - the pain is really getting on my nerve . bringing lots of troble to me . having difficulty in bathing , changing clothes , sleeping , writing , . . . . etc . it just cause lots of troble to me !
In the morning , during silent reading period , Adam was damn kuku can . as he knew that i`m feeling damn pain on my left arm then he purposely hit his both arm . -_- then he asked me to do the same . at that point of time , he was sitting beside him and both he and Adam kept laughing at me . -_- Adam was at there asking me to follow him [ hitting both arm ] so i hit my right arm which is not painful then he asked me to hit the other arm so i touch lightly only and the pain was simply unbearable . so i shouted " ahhhhhh " . =x Then Adam and him were laughing hysterically . kuku`~ Then both he and Adam kept hitting their own arms while laughing at me . Then Adam was dare evil can . going around smacking people's left arm . [ Same as Farhan !`]
As Mrs Parry anounced the winner for the Art competition , she said 6A ! ! ! ! [ my class ] Then Adam was at there " ala . 6A one sucks lah . mine nicer " . Then i gave him a stare . lol . After that , when our class was standing up preparing to walk back to class , as i was making my bag , suddenly , Adam came and smack my left arm ! then i screamed . ji kuku`~ Seeing me screaming in pain , both Adam and him were laughing happily together . -_-" not forgetting Zuhaily !`
Before going back to class , cause i noticed the book on Farhan's hand looked familar so i asked him to lend me his book and its A Child call It , A Lost Boy and A Boy Name Dave ! ! !` Then i told Farhan its a nice book and he said " yea ". Then after that , he said " you read books ? i didn know you read books " . kuku`~ Then he went laughing together with Qi Hong . basket !`
Recess time , saw Farhan then he returned me my $2 and suddenly , he said " syakirin say he still stead with you " . Then he walked off . then i was freaking stunned can . so i was at there " huh . what ? what did you say ? " so i went to him and he said " syakirin said he still stead with you . zuhaily heard it too . even Afiq and all heard it " . then he went laughing . then i was at there " huh ?!?!` crazy " . After Farhan left , he turned his head back and said " still stead horx ! " then i said " no lorx ! " then he laughed . -_-" went to look for sebastian but to no avail as Elson said that he saw him at the dunno where . lol . Afiq intentionally tripped me while i was walking to my class . -_- while am sitting down , heard someone shouted " cai yi ling " then turned around saw Sebastian . haha . After that , when we were walking back to our class , as Sebastian's class was there , so i looked at him then he looked at me too them both of us smiled to each other . haha .
saw sebastian after school . returned him his books . Then as Gladys went to push him , and we were standing on the slop , so sebastian was like about to fall then he was trying to balance himself . lol . make me laughed like hell . After he managed to balance himself , he said " chee bye lah " . while laughing . lol .
Argued with Mrs So about the Science question . its totally wrong can ! so many questions can be argued . but Mrs So didn want to hear our explaination . >.<>
one last thing . i repeat , i dont like Farhan as those boyfriend type ! arghhh !` stop saying " i think you like/love Farhan " or " i think the person you love/like most is Farhan " . -_-" i already said , i love/like Farhan as a brother/friend . not those boyfriend type . !`
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLADYS ! ! ! !
- i just love you , no more -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
7:01 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
arghhhh ! my left arm is currently numb and painful . only my right arm can be function at the moment . had our injections today ! insane right ? in the first place they said its suppose to be tomorrow then today at around 8.25a.m , the nurse came and asked us to go to the conference room for check up and all . Then when Miss HAo came at 8.30a.m , she asked us if we were supposed to go for our check up then the whole class shouted NO . lol . so she ran all the way to the seocnd floor and came back and said " 6As all are liars . faster line up outside go for your check up " . arghh . was damn scare can . As i was waiting for my turn to be inject , all were saying that the first injection was nothing but the second one was painful . so when i was sitting on the chair for the first injection , i was relaxing but when the needle when in , i freaking screamed at the top of my lungs . FUCKING PAINFUL ! when the needle is being poked , its painful . When the nurse inject the thing , the pain was just unbearable . i almost cried . i really cant tolerate anymore . i was pressing the cotton wool against my injection with all my strength .
When it was the second one , i was damn scare . as they said its painful . when i sat on the chair , i was shivering . =x When the nurse was about to inject , i grabbed the table . but to my surprised , it only hurt abit . the first one is much more painful . But after awhile , my left arm (second injection) began to be numb and painful . then my right arm was swollen but was not painful . right now , my left arm cant be function at the moment . the pain is simply unbearable . and the numb ! ARGHHHH !`
Farhan is damn "man" can . he said its not painful . then he was going around smacking people's arm where the injection was . -_-" . cried in class today . not because of the injections but because of my results . *sigh* shan'nt go into detail . talked to him after school . Farhan went to hit his arm . hahax . Then he overheard my conversation with Sebastian telling him i screamed during the first injection then he was there laughing . (= After that , he said goodbye to me . Zulhilmi , Afiq and all were never fails to tease me . -.- about him of cause .
Then now , Shi Nan and all were saying i like Pei Han and Farhan . -_-" First , during lesson time , i was starring at the window as i`m feeling down because of my results then shi min said " wah , day-dreaming arh . where did your soul fly to ? Pei han there arh ?" As my pencil case , i hung two bears each have a birthday date one it then one was mine and the other one was his so Sylvia and all were asking who does it represent then Jeslynn said its Farhan . Then i said "no , Farhan's birthday is on the same day as mine " . Then she said " wahh . like this dont have to buy two already what . one is enough . " Then i said i dont like Farhan then she said " that time Farhan asked me what time our supplymentry will end so i told him 4.30p.m and asked him why then he said he wants to wait for you " . -_-" Then when we were outside school , Shi Nan suddenly said " who thinks that Jolynn like Pei Han please breathe " . -.- haiix .
Then that time , Farhan told me that Jie Yi shouted in class that i like Farhan and Farhan like me . then she almost tell Miss Choo about it . luckily Farhan asked her to shut up . lol .
To everyone who says/thinks that i like Farhan/Pei Han .
Yes !` i like Farhan . In fact its love . but of cause AS A BROTHER/FRIEND !` as for Pei HAn , i really do not have any feelings towards him so stop all the rumours yea ?` - sigh- Want to know who i like now ? my answer is currently NO ONE ! (= i'm trying to forget him right now .
Went to KFC with Sebastian and all . Then Sebastian was freaking funny . At first i didn want to go with them then Sebastian said " you never go i also dont want to go " . lol . then when i was about to board the bus , ming mei shouted " Sebastian ask you to wait for another bus ". so i didn board then i walk to them realized that i got bluffed . They wanted me to go and eat with them . -_-" After that , i asked sebastian if he's going to the basketball court later on then he said if i'm going , then he'll go . if i'm not going , then he won't go either . lolx . so cute can ! After that , Ming Mei said that Jason called her a bitch then both Sebastian and me said " you'r actually one what" at the same time . then both of us hi-5 . haha . so Fated `~ After that , Shi Min asked Sebastian how much he get for his Mathematic then he say " aiyah . dont say already". [ he failed ] so i said " you say you want to go to express one right , better study hard and go huh " . Then he said " you go express i then go . you never go express then i also dont want to go " . so i said " ok . sure huh . i go express you go okiiex ? Then must come to the same school as me too . " then he said "ok . " so i said " then if i go to girls school you also much come huhx !" then he said " ok ! on !" hahahhax . had lots of laughter when we are on the way to KFC . mostly from sebastian . Then Dan Ying almost fell ! hahahah . think i didn see huh . hahax . Then she was like a mad women when we were at the KFC as we were telling her how painful the injection was as tomorrow's her turn . HAHA !` =x
After our meal , Sebastian , Wei Jie and Ming Mei walked me to the bus-stop then accompanied me to wait for the bus to arrive before they head towards the basketball court . gEez !`
Well , to be frank , i dont think i belong to A class . and its true . i got last in class for my Mathematics . -sigh- i really dunno what to do . god , please kick me out of 6A . its really too stressful for me . haiix .
Shall stop here . my arm is really hurting .
am running a fever now . since after i had my injection . boos `~ but the nurse say its normal so maybe no school for me tomorrow ! YAY !` =x
sebastian !
wanted to post this long ago but had forgotten . (=
new song for my blog . . .
Endless Story by Yuna Ito .
If you haven’t changed your mind
Soba ni ite hoshii yo Tonight
Tsuyogaru koto ni tsukareta noOsana sugita no
Everytime I think about you baby
Ima nara ieru I miss you
It’s so hard to say I’m sorry
Tatoeba dare ka no tame ja naku anata no tame ni
Utaitai kono uta wo
Owara nai story tsuduku kono kagayaki ni
Always tsutaetai zutto eien ni
Memories of our time together
Kesa nai de kono mama don’t go away
Atatakaku toke dashite tashikameru no
Yasashisa no shizuku kono mune ni hirogatteku
Setsu nai hodo ni
I’m missing you
Kasaneta te hanasa naide
Tatoeba kanau nara mou ichido anata no tame ni
Utai tai kono uta wo
Owara nai story taemanai itoshisa de
tell me why oshiete yo zutto eien ni
Tatoeba dare ka no tame ja naku anata no tame ni
Utaitai kono uta wo
Owara nai story tsuduku kono kagayaki ni
Always tsutaetai zutto eien ni
Tatoeba kanau nara mou ichido anata no tame ni
Utai tai kono uta wo
Owara nai story taemanai itoshisa de
tell me why oshiete yo zutto eien ni
Translation for English . . .
If you haven't changed your mind .
I want you to stay with me tonight .
I grew tired of trying to act stong .
I realize that i was too young , everytime i think about you , baby .
But now i can say it , i miss you .
It's so hard to say i`m sorry .
I just wish that i could sing this song for you ,and not just anyone .
An endlass story , with a ligh that never ends .
Always , i long to express my love for you for all eternity .
Memories of our time together . . .
Don't destory them like this , don't go away .
I want to thraw them out and make them real .
Droplets of your kindness explode within my heart .
I'm missing you so much it hurts .
Don't stop holding my hand .
And just if , if it were possible , i want to sing . . .
for you once again .
An endless story , with a never ending love .
Tell me why , i have to know , for all time .
I just wish that i could sing this song for you ,
and not just anyone .
An endless story , with a light that never ends .
Always , i long to express my love for you for all eternity .
I just with that i could sing this song for you ,
and not just anyone .
An endless story , with a light that never ends .
Always , i long to express my love for you for all eternity .
- trying hard to let go of you -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
8:19 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Monday, August 28, 2006
[x] i lovee y0u //*
11:42 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Saturday, August 26, 2006
Today's a sucky day . well . got back my Mother Tongue paper . did badly . this time . its really BAD !` i really dont wish to go on . almost cried in class but i tolerated it . crashed the paper upon seeing my results . the OAS paper came out twice . idiot . Went to the washroom with the stinky paper . i again crashed it and was about to threw it into the bin when Mavis stopped me form doing that . purposely wet the piece of worksheet when i`m washing my hands in the washroom . When the old hag teacher was going through the paper , i threw it away far from me . - sigh - Listening was also a DISAPPOINTMENT . haiix .
got repremanded EARLY IN THE MORNING . Fucking hell . Just because i was late for only a few minutes . actually i wont be caught as i intended to use the other route to the parade square but then i will have difficulty walking to my class so i took the other one . while walking , saw the OLD PENG scolding those late comers then i actually wanted to walked and use the other route then i jus told myself to let it be . so i walked to him and he bla bla bla shit to me . Insane `~ After all his bullshit , i rolled my eyes at him . DUMB ASS `~ didn know that Sebastian saw me being repremanded . tsk tsk . embarrassing arh `~
Went to Farhan's class till 11.00a.m . FREAKING BORING ! i've got nothing to do . =( luckily Mrs So gave us written work but its still boring as no one was there to entertain me . =x boos `~ recess time , sat with Sebastian as our recess time was the same as him . again , had lots of laughter together . he's simply funny and cute ! as An An[Wei Jie's brother] was eating the cuttle fish , sebby went to pull and ate it . Then when An An was drinking the milo , sebby went to drink it while An An was not looking at it . so hilarious .
After school , went to the provision shop there . kuku Farhan . kept teasing me . cause Gavin was eating then Farhan said " wa lao , put so much chilli " . Then Gavin said " not chilli . is tomato " . so i say " haha . tomato and chilli also dunno how to differentiate " . Then i said differentiate slowly . dif-fen-ti-ate . Then Farhan said " its not di-fen-ci-ate . is dif-fen-tiate . the problem dont lies with my ears . it lies with your pronouciation " . ARGHHHH ! kuku head `~
saw Zuhaily and Adam . Then Adam dunno say what to Zuhaily in malay but i heard what Jolynn what syakirin . then both of them started laughing . -.- Then i asked Zuhaily what Adam said but he die also refused to tell me . Then later Adam was at there " you one day make with syakirin 10 times ok ? then you will have 10 babies after 9 months " . -_-'' another kuku head `~
didn go with Farhan and all to the basketball court . went home with Sebastian , Jun Hao , Zhao Ming and Dan Ying as they are going to Jurong Point . on the way there in the bus , Sebastian was freaking hilarious . cause Mdm chua boarded the bus and sat behind Sebby then he went " aiyerrr . jiu ming arh " . [ aiyerr . save me ] hahahhax . Then he kept calling me in the bus . -_-" When we reached Jurong Point , met Jason first before all of them went to Mac while i went home .
when i was waiting for the lift , i just have a feeling that Farhan and peeps will be caught by the OLD PENG at the basketball court and sure enough ! they really got caught . Ming Mei just told me that when she was downstair , she saw the OLD PENG walking towards them then Farhan and all quickly ran off . none of them were caught . blame the OLD PENG himself for not have the ability to chase after them . haha .
Sebastian . Sebastian . better study hard . dont end up like us . regretting . not doing well for exams . not studying . Must study hard ok . you promise me that you will right . and also you wants to go to Express right . not NA or NT . so you must do something to achieve this target ! and its ot STUDY/PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS/HAVING THE RIGHT ATTITUDE ! study hard yea `~ must get 230 above for PSLE . gEez !`
Mavis told me that some NEH NEH asked us to accept " HER " as our friend as " SHE " cut herself . Hello . for goodness sake . is it even our problem whether " SHE " cut herself not ? DUMB`~ always CUT CUT CUT . pervertic piece of shit . think its cool ? hax . " YOU " simply looked like a despo by doing that . Again , gaining sympathy ? haiix . bth `~ always wanting to gain sympathy from people . sometimes i wonder if " YOU " told me that your family BANK has only left with that little amount of money was a LIE and wants to gain sympathy . EEEYAR `~
and one thing . SHE FUCKING changed my account password and SHE die die also dont want to tell me the new password . As i asked Yu Hui to help me take back form HER , she FUCKING told Yu Hui the old password . cause before that i've already try , the password is wrong . then Yu Hui told HER the password SHE gave him was wrong , SHE fucking said that then SHE dunno already . FUCK HER can . na bei . i FUCKING HATE YOU TO THE CORE MAN ! na bei . Since YOU want to play with me , then i`ll go along with YOU then . dont go crying when SOMETHING bad happened to YOU . dont go ask YOUR cousin alright . always cousin cousin cousin . own things seetle YOURSELF then . always ask others . LAO LAN `~ Let me warn you , if you dare to touch anything in my account , YOU better watch out yea ? i wont let YOU off so easily this time ! and one thing i forgotten to add , HER hairstyle is so similar to mine now ! FUCKING HELL ! wanna cut cut other hairstyle can ? CUT till look like mine . my hair the two side have the hair longer then the fringe and before that YOU didn have until tt day you went to cut ! EEYAR ! always sya people COPY YOU . what about YOU YOURSELF ? NA BEI ! only know how to bullshit . FUCK YOU !
- bye boy ;; -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
7:29 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Friday, August 25, 2006
Please See : This post was suppose to be post on Thursday[which is yesterday] , not today which is 25th August 2006 but i wanted to wait for Dan Ying to see me all the picutres so that i can post together but didn know that some of them cant be upload to her computer . so nvm , i will asked her to bluetooth to me although the other time it failed .
- sigh - got back my English paper today . i dunno to be happy or to be sad but most like , SAD ! booklet A got 25/30 . Booklet B got 43/65 . Horrible yea ? 68/95 . boos`~ won't be taking back the rest of the paper till Maverick take his . boos`~ Has Science paper today . booklet A was difficult . already got question 1 wrong . so what do i expect more ? booklet B was alright . gave Farhan $6 during recess time . talked to him about the Science question and he LAUGHED at me ! arghhhh ! evil .
Again , after school , went to the basketball court . gEez !` same old peeps but today Pei Han , Shi Nan and Gavin joined us . fun ! listened to sebby's mp3 . all the songs are so nice . took pictures while Farhan , sebastian , pei han , shi nan and all were kicking soccer then Farhan spotted it . hahax . While they were playing , a group of seconadry boys came and intentionally stood at the middle of the court ! Then they said that if Farhan and all were not to leave , they would beat them up . like what the fuck ?!` we freaking came first alright . luckily Farhan knew one of the boys and he let them used at around 3.10p.m . Desmond aka soy sauce is a freaking COWARD !
Talked with sebastian at the playground there . so fun and funny . haha . then played pokko cards . gEez !` Farhan kept on saying sebastian womanising with me and all . then he called me CHEAP ! ahhhhhhhhhhhh ! stupid Farhan . lolx .
Farhan , Sebastian , Pei Han & Shi Nan
Sebastian !
Sebastian ! so cute . [ credit , Dan Ying ]
Farhan & Zuhaily . Gay For Life ! hahax .
- forgive & forget ? impossible -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
10:09 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
boos ~` today's Mother Tongue paper was freaking DIFFICULT ! i wanna cry ! Mrs So told us that there's 5 pupils who got an A* for Mathematics and afew nearly fail . 50+ . its a sure that its me . anyway , i own Farhan $5 as i bet with him that if i pass my Mathematics , i will give him $5 . actually its suppose to be $10 but i reduce it by half . heex . talked with Farhan during recess time . while talking , Adam came i called ma a piglet . -.- then Farhan , made a oink oink sound . Then Farhan told me that syakirin's sister is dare short . lol . Then suddenly syakirin pop out from nowhere then he heard what Farhan said then i dunno what he said to Farhan then he laughed while he walked to Farhan there . i felt weird . i guess the feeling has already fade . as time passes , feeling will fade to nothingness . so just let it be . as . . . i`ll be going for chinese guy when i`m in secondary onwards . (=
Composition was alright but paper 2 was a murder !` - sigh - lots of mistakes already . haiix . i`m gonna do badly for it . After school , went to KCF then to basketball court . same people but this time Shi Min joined us . had loads of laughter as usual but no photos as i had forgotten to bring my phone to school . boos `~ sebastian was unhappy . understand how he feels . but cheer up yea ? he's just super funny . when we were at KFC , he created lots of jokes . and he's super CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! as usual , had loads of laughter with him in the playground . gEez !` First time saw Farhan getting angry . scary lah .
Dan Ying still haven load the pictures into the computer ! [ you dont load i really take the cable and put into your CB arh ] =x went home at around 4.40p.m . on the way home at Jurong Point interchange , saw Miss Kang !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woooohooo`~ talked with her . she was with her handsome boyfriend . haha . i simply love Miss Kang can . haha . had a great time talking with her . she asked me how was school and everything then i told her Prelim was difficult . especially the Maths . then she wished me good luck for tomorrow's paper ! haha . [ envy me ] gEez !` then told her about the new P.E teacher then i said that she's still the best . haha . Then she say we are always complaining . hahax . we[6A] just simply cant help it . she also told me not to tell anyone something . its to be comfirm first . haha . hope she'll turn up on that day . (=
off to study for my Science . i must do good as Mrs So is the Head Of Department of Science ! anyway , when Mrs So was telling the class about our results and eveything , she suddenly looked at me and gave me a funny smile . - scary - is it a hint to me telling me i did badly ? i suppose it should be . - sigh -
i didn know that things would turn out to be like this . i always told myself that there will always be a hope but after so many weeks or should i say months have past , it still remain so cold between the both of us . i always wish that we can be as close as how i`m close as with all your friends . i always hope that i will have a shoulder to lean on whenever i`m down . i could always share joyous with you when something good happened . both of us would go through many ups and downs together . you will always be the first to notice my problems . you'll be sensetive on how i feel . but i`m just being too NAIVE to be hoping for all this to happen . i always told myself that i've had already forgotten you . i no longer love you . the feeling has already fade but i`m just lying to myself and people around me . but this time round , i am very sure , i no longer have any hope between the both of us . i some how or rather have no feelings towards you anymore . my feeling has gradually starting to fade . i guess , you will no longer be my life , my everything like i always thought it is . you will be my history , just a memory of mine . so this time round , its a real BYE .`
- bye ;; my boy -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
7:11 PM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
surprise ? did i say that i wont be using the computer until Thursday ? haha . since tomorrow will be Mother Tongue paper , a subject which i've already given up hope , who cares `~ gEez !` But , i will still study for it of cause . hehex .
Today's Mathematics paper was FREAKING DIFFICULT ! arghh ! this time round , i will be pleased enough if i manage to pass . *sigh* many marks have already went down the drain . boos `~ was feeling damn stress while doing the paper . i must say , this feeling is really weird . i've never been like this before . maybe its probably due to the class i`m in and the pressure teachers and other teachers to us . Every teachers will always think that our class is the class which would bring the school glory and proud so alot have high expectation from us . *sigh* enough of all this . now my onyl hope will be on Science . i must prove to Mrs So that i CAN and i MUST !
my staying back outside the school habit has came back already . =x but i just simply cant help it . i dunno . i just feel happy and relaxing whenever i`m with Farhan , Sebastian , Dan Ying , Ming Mei , JAson and all . (= Yesterday , went to KFC after school with Dan Ying , Ming Mei , JAson , Zhao Ming and Jian Jie . [ met Jun HAo there with his mum ]After awhile while we were eating , Farhan came . gEez !` Then followed by Sebastian . had so much laughter with Sebastian and Farhan . i`m loving it !` Farhan was damn disgusting can . the way he ate the potato make me have a fear towards it . and he said its heavenly food i didn know how to appreciate it . took the picture of it but its in dan ying's phone . After the meal , the group of us walked to the basketball court near our school there . the guys except for Sebastian and JAson went to play soccer . So Sebastian , Dan Ying , Ming mei , JAson and me went chatting . hehex . had lots of laughter . especially together with sebby . took pictures too . yea !` had a great time with them . (= but only that the atmosphere was not right . very wrong .
Ming Mei & Me
Sebastian and me !
The rest of the pictures from yesterday is in Dan Ying's phone . wait for her to load it into the computer and send me then i`ll post . (=
After school , slack awhile at the provision shop . talked with Farhan . he's dare EVIL ! was laughing at me when i told him i got the last question wrong for my stupid calculation error ! arghhhhh !` Then yesterday , while i was mugging , Farhan called and test me on volume of cube , cuboid and pyramid . Make me confuse ! slap slap ;; After Dan Ying ate finish her cup noodle , Sebastian came so Farhan , sebby , Dan Ying , Ming Mei , Haiqal , Syafi , Safiudin , Firdaus and his sis , Jian Jie , Jason , Nazrin went to the basket ball court . While we were on the way there , Haiqal was at there " syakirin at where ? " -.- upon hearing this , sebastian was at there asking who's syakirin then Haiqal said " Jolynn's boy . . .. " when he was saying that , i gave a -.- face then he said " Jolynn's ex " . -.- then when we reached our destination , he said " Jolynn . i ask you a question . you must say the truth ok ? " so i said ok and he asked " you still have feeling for syakirin ? " then i said " dont want to answer you here . " so he said " i wont tell anyone one . promise " . then i said " ok ok . yes yes " . upon hearing this , he said " then you want to patch with syakirin ? he want to patch back with you leh " . then i asked him not to bullshit then he was at there " REALLY ! " lol .
Again , they played soccer except for Dan Ying , Ming Mei and me . Actually Sebastian was talking together with us then later Farhan shouted " sebby , come leh . only want girls " . so sebby went to play . But after awhile , sebastian came back to sit with us . haha . Had lots of laughter ! more then yesterday . a whole lot more . the atmosphere was just GREAT ! took lots of pictures . gEez !` Then sebastian and me were damn "lucky" . as he was lying against the playground roof there , then JAson was sitting below him and sebby went to place his feet on his head then he laughed and " Bong " . his head hit till the roof thing . lol . After that , as Sebastian climbed up the roof top , when he was sliding down , he make till his hand as his hand rubbed against the roof top [ more frictional force ; more heat being produce ; injured your hand . i learnt my Science ok ! ] then his whole hand became red . boos `~
As one kiddo threw the small ball to sebastian , he didn manage to catch it so it landed on the playground there . being KIND , i went to picked it up and went i stood up , " BONG " my head hit till the roof ! baka `~ Ming Mei was damn pathetic . got tease by sebastian lots of times . haha . damn hilarious . watched Farhan and all played soccer . most of the goal or should i say ALL were goaled by Farhan . And whenever he goals , he will went screaming " GOALLLLLLL ! " its like as though he's playing for his country . lol . did lots of candid shot on sebby . hahax . While we were taking pictues of sebastian , we were saying that he can be a model and he's way too handsome and cute ! haha .
Dan Ying seeing guys . =x
Farhan . candid shot . hehex . while we were at the provision shop .
Sebastian ! handsome and cute !
sebby on the roof . hahax .
took the guys while they were playing soccer . (=
sebastian .
Sebastian and Jason gaying . =x
me !
my beautiful legs . =D
took pictures on Farhan & Haiqal gay-ing . =x
At around 5.00p.m , all of us went home . Sebastian , Dan Ying , Jason and me went to the provision shop there to talked . was damn funny . cause Dan Ying was eating the Wasabi seaweed then Jason didn know that its wasabi so he ate it and immediately , he threw it on the floor and said " inside got wasabi arh ? " then i said " no no . inside got bisawai " . then Sebastian was also about to say that . When i finished saying , he hi-5 with me . haha . Then he said those who drink pokka green tea are gays . lolx . soon , sebastian mum came and they went to the under block there to burn the praying stuffs . Took the bus home with Farhan . he's going to tuition center . talked with him in the bus with Ahmad and his mum . but most of the time was talking with Farhan . gEez !` After that , Farhan alighted then it was home sucks home `~
Off to study `~ ciaos `~
- drifting apart -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
9:23 PM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
❤*[[_ The girl `-//*❤
i need you ,
`||`Neo Zhao Ming <3`||`
``smoker``
Agnes
AdrianoY
3rd October - dear dear❤`s birthday <3
